Wish a new thought would replace this, cos stuck in my mind is a picture
One that seems to be based on my worst nightmare
The whole situation feels like torture
I know how this story ends but I have to live through it
I shut my eyes and describe an event before it happens, praying that I might be wrong
They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger but I don't feel strong
Rather I feel every bit of strength I have is being sucked away one event at a time
I will give all I have to change this, I won't spare a dime
I realised that my strength hasn't reduced a bit but I was fighting a war I could never win
I was so busy trying to change everything to a state I considered normal
I didn't realise change is the only thing normal
Nothing ever stays the same, and for humans the presence or absence of a person leaves a mark
Life is a journey, you have to keep going no matter what stands in your way
As Marcus Aurelius said "Time is a sort of river of passing events, and strong is its current; no sooner is a thing brought to sight than it is swept by and another takes its place, and this too will be swept away."
It's okay to let go
No, you're not weak neither are you a coward
You don't have to hold everything together all the time
The strongest person is one who realises it's time to let go no matter how painful it is
Embrace change and you will overcome your weakness.
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